Baby Blues

I never really had them that bad with my other two children, but this one is knocking me on my butt!  I am crying while I type this and I really don't know why.  I feel out of breath and anxious.  Taking care of the baby isn't the problem, he's been pretty easy (other than the night sleeping).  I almost think I'm lonely -- that seems strange though.  I had planned on taking a few extra weeks off of work, but I don't know that mentally I can handle it.  I hope this goes away soon.

why?

Why, oh why do I feel like this baby's head is sitting IN MY LADY TOWN AREA just chilaxin'?  I mean should it really have to be excruciating to WALK, or GET UP FROM A CHAIR?  Come on!  Why can't my water just break so that when I go to the hospital they will BELIEVE that I am in labor?  They obviously don't BELIEVE that I've now been in labor for 8 days.  Surely some people labor for 8 days -- I couldn't be a rarity, right?  :)

I'm now at the point of exasperated!  3 more days -- 3 more days -- 3 more days!

tired of the waiting game

That's all I have to say. 

is there anything better than PB&J

No... I would say there isn't.  Personally, I have to have EXTRA crunchy peanut butter and strawberry jelly for it to be the best possible.  Lately, however, I have started enjoying Power PB, Double Fiber Wheat Bread, and Sugar Free Strawberry jelly.  Although it's not Jif extra crunchy, it's a pretty good natural PB.  It has a slight crunch from flax seed, so it's not just a smooth PB.  Anyway, once I add my glass of milk - it's all good.  :0)